imbecile people judging our relationship. what’s wrong if we’re in a long distance love. problem guise? i mean, you don’t have the right to judge us. who are you to judge us? so stop complaining. stop the rants. stop the negative thoughts that i ain’t real, that i don’t love your friend. stop everything. listen, someday, i’m gonna prove to all of you, that this love is worth the wait, worth the pain and worth everything. i’m gonna slap it to your face guise. stop being so judgmental!
am i worthless? yes. am i easy to let go? yes. i don’t know. what went wrong, or maybe she’s just tired of everything. it’s very obvious that she’s not happy with me anymore. and here i am, pushing myself to her, begging for her love, begging her to stay with me. but people get tired too, and i am tired too begging for her love, asking her to stay and everything. i mean man, if you wanna leave, then go. i can handle myself, you said. this is nonsense. goodbye
another chance for us. our third chance. i’m hoping, praying and wishing that this time, she won’t give up on me, on us. i don’t wanna suffer again and i know that she don’t wanna suffer too. we’re just a victim of pressure and gossips. i’ll hold on her even tighter and i won’t let her go. i’m gonna love her like there’s no end. to infinity and beyond. iloveyou.
if you want to fall in love again, then fall in love with me instead. and i promise, i will never ever ever ever let you go, again. and this time, i won’t really give up on us. i will fight for us. and i’m gonna prove to you that distance is not a hindrance as long as we love each other. we’ll be together, as soon as possible. i hope. well it depends upon my allowance. we’ll be together, soon.
it’s not easy to pretend that you’re okay everyday. i wish she could read my mind, feel my heart and see my soul so that she’ll know that she’s still the one i want, i need and the one i love. i know we didn’t want this, but it already happened, what else can i do. nothing. it’s just that, everyday is a struggle. me against sadness. me against anxiety. me against depression. me against myself. i’m fighting back my emotions like i never fought before cause i’m not supposed to love her anymore but what can i do, if my heart tells me i do still love you.
i hate myself for being so far away from you. if only i have enough cash, i would go there. yes. i hate this fcking distance, because of this distance, she decided to end our relationship. but i’m not blaming her. it’s just that, after 9 months of waiting, she just gave up like that. yes, i’m hurt. but like what i said, i am not blaming her. it’s our decision. yes. our decision. because my only choice is to give up. sigh. anyway, i repeat, i am not blaming her.
i always cry at night. why? because, i’m missing her. i miss her love. i miss our tender moments. i miss our laitan moments. i miss everything about her and about us. but she told me that i should, i must move on. but how can i move on when i’m still in love with her. she’s different. i still love her. i do still love her.
she’ll be mad again when she notice and read this. no i’m not tired waiting for you. i just want to express my feelings.
maybe i should sleep and dream of us, again. cause in my dream, we’re still together. keep on dreaming, me.
I am too sleepy to post something.
the fuck. I am mad nigga.
Cos’ I’m too lazy to post something. I miss my old blog!
Now, I’m too lazy to post something.
I deactivated a while ago, and now i’m alive again as snorlax! Ha-ha.
